THIS is not fun!

I hope I the only one that real to her, We all wear masks,every one ,every day, and sometimes We wear them so much, we forget who we really are. and sometimes, if we're lucky, someone comes along and shows us who we really wanna be, Who we should be . I want there that for her.

try to read it :)

I cdnoult blveiee taht I cluod aulacity uesdnatnrd waht I was rdgnieg.
it deosn’t mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod apeapr, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist&lsat ltteer

Tihs is bcuseae huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe

...Hmuann mnid has a nturaal way of wknorig to mkae rghit taht wchih is auallcty wnorg. And taht’s a wdonefurl dfintiioen of lvoe
Amzanig huh

Hanya Tuhan Yang Tahu

Ku pendamkan perasaan ini...
Ku rahsiakan rasa hati ini...
Melindungkan kasih yang berputik...
Tersembunyi di dasar hati...

Ku pohonkan petunjuk Illahi...
Hadirkanlah insan yang sejati...
Menemani kesepian ini...
Mendamaikan sekeping hati...

Oh Tuhanku...
Berikanlah ketenangan abadi...
Untukku menghadapi resahnya hati ini...
Mendambakan kasih insan yang ku sayang...

Dihati ini hanya tuhan yang tahu...
Dihati ini aku rindu padamu...
Tulus sanubari menantikan hadirmu...
Hanyalah kau gadis pilihanku...

Kerana batasan...
Adat dan syariah...
Menguji kekuatan...
Keteguhan iman...
Insan yang berkasih..

Sukan Pagi .

Guten Morgen ... awal plak patik bgn arini, adei sakit glew bahagian bahu ak... nie mesti kes paksa diri ni ... kan dh terkena...Hurm klau kat umah nie ... ak skrg dh kt tasik Titiwangsa dh .. tgh berjogging ngn bapak ak.. dye nie org yg sgt2 punctual.. 


dlu lau la dye kata sok kol 7 ayh dh nk gerak... dye kol 6.30am tu dah start keta.... haa time 2 mengelupuuh satu rumah nk mandi la mekap la cari kasut la.....nie ok lg,dye snggup tungu,kadang2 adek2 ak pernah kn tinggal sbb lmbat. hahahha .. dlu mase ak kecik2 mn ada pernah kn tgal, bkn nk bangga diri ar bgn awal ..tp ak kn tarik ngn bpak ak smpi msuk dlm tandas sruh mandi kelakar tol klau pkir2 blik .. ROFL punye la liat ak nk p mandi 

hAA nie la track slalu ak g ngn family ... ala 2.5 km cam2 je .... tp apa yg best setiap kali pas jogging nie kan... kitaorg satu family suma g makan nasi lemak.... adehh br buang bpe kalori... pas2 +++++ kalori blik... hahahahah 


alamak hujan ! camne nk g amanat NC nie /??? *alaasan glew ..pdhal g naek keta !




keras ssseehhh badan ..susah nk bgrak , mujur laptop ak dpn mata... sejuk la plak pg2 malas lak nk mandi... k la ak nk berehat2 n guling bersama bantal special edition aku... bkn bantal busuk ok ... bantal br dpt ok  !

Plan Umah ..

Wokeyh ..entri kali ak nk post plan umah ak... nie pn ak br buat td pas blik gym malam2 nie ....

sry la rakan2... ak penat smcm .. ak wat mana yg sempat dlm keadaaan mcm xde kaki... labeling pn maen hentam sajo... ak x install Qcad law x mesti cun mcm pelan rumah ... :) ak wat nie pn sbb assgnment german... 

Hurm tp pa ak nk ckp kat puan....lau dye tnya :  which one is your bedroom? ataupn bahasa kampung ak kata  welches ist Ihr Schlafzimmer?

cuba korang teka ... mana blik ak =)

p/s : adui ..kaki ni sakit plak tibe2 pas bgn tdo ptg td*effect swimming*...pas2 mlm2 g gym ... esok kompom ak x bley gerak... hahah cari pasal 

Pesan dye...

.

Berdiri la sendiri wahai anakku , jgn bergantung kt org laen 

kita nie hidup susah 

xde sapa nk tolong kita

time kita senang blom comfirm dye cari kita..

duit suma x yah pkir , slagi kamu blaja suma 2 tanggungjwb ayh.

ayah nk tgk anak2 ayh nie senang je...

ayah yakin anak ayh boleh buat dan tempuh semuanye...

terlalu bnyk pesanan dr seorg ayh kpd anaknye.

anaknye bergelimang air mata setiap kali ayah mmberi pesanan..

anaknye berasa kesal dan bersalah slpas mendengar pesanan ayahanda nye..

pesan ibunda .

xyah lah kamu pkir bnyk benda.... 

blaja je...

suara ibunda mmbuat anaknye terase terharu krn jauh diperantauan..

rase rindu dakapan bonda....

seorg anak hanya mampu bersyukur kepada Tuhan Yang Maha Esa kerana mmberi pasangan suami isteri yg sentiasa menjaga dan bersama anaknya dr dlu shga skrg.




jom teman ak bkak pose weh ! :)

mase kecik2 dulu..

ni ak nk cter , mase arwah atuk n nenek blah ayh ada lg...korg nk taw ak la cucu yg sgt berjaya dlm mengepaw ais cream.... sian dorg.. ais krim 2 utk dijual ... tp ak je tukang abeskn ...best nyeee time 2... tp  skrg atok dh xde ...xdpt ak makn ais krim tok hassan lg....  =(  

haa korg tgk ... time nk amek gambr pn aiskrim kt mulut lg... hahaha...

ak ingt lg mase kt tadika.... ayh bg ak duit belanja 0.50 sen .... bnyk siut... cukup la ak nk blnja time 2...  x silap ak time kt tadika nie la ak dh start jd bdak nakal... haha mcm2 ak wat dlu ... haiss pas abes kelas je mula la merayap2 .. ada je van utk anta blik... tp ak blik sorng2 ...pas2 driver report... mula la kena sound pas2 nangis... hahahah ....

adehh x caye tol ak camni time kecik2 ..:) 

Dulu mase drjah satu... ak ingt lg ayh kata kt cikgu time amek report card..

Ayah : Cikgu .... bdak nie nakal x kt skolah ?

Cikgu: Baek je bdaknye... *ye2 je cikgu nie,mesti takut kena sound ngn bpak ak ni *

dlm hati ak : yeaaaassss... slamat2 ..... best glew dpt cikgu camnie...

LAST2 ;

Ayah : Cikgu.... anak sy nie kt umah nakal smcm je... rotan ke pembaris ke... kasi je ...  kasi ajar skit ...

time 2 ak tgk muka cikgu hppy smcm je... ala ak bkn kesah pn... xtakut pn ng cikgu ... ak takut ngn bapak ak je... hahahah 

Nakal2 ak kt skolah nie ... ak la slalu kena bully kt skolah keb.. mula la emo x pasal2 kt blkng kanten sorg2.... ak pnya la simpan dendam kt bdak nie..... dendam pnya pasal ak sruh sr. ak ugut dak yg slalu bully ak nie.... hahah padan muka dye .. nangis x henti2 ...

next week pas kejadian .. ak dgr parent mamat nie g cari dua org senior ak... nsib ak x de kt situ law x kn lecture....cis2 brani mamat nie report.. jge dye! mase kt skolah agama... brani plak dye bully jiran ak .... ak pnye la panas ..kawasan Wa lu mau bikin wat hal... ak pn bg seDAS kt muka ... ter*&*) kt lantai... puas hati ak .... 

mase kecik2 dlu gak ak pernah skali terlastik pasir kt mata mmber ak .... mujur x buta mmber...time tu ak nk test teori fizik ttg elastik kot.... hahahhah ... 2 yg besar smbng amek Sains Fizikal 2 .... XD 

mase kt sek. keb. dlu ... ak slalu tapaw soalan mate.... 100 soalan 10 minit... +-x/ FULL MARK 2... bpe tahun ak tapaw... utk kelas n wakil kelas.. bnyk gak la sijil... tp ak pelik since masuk U .. sbject mate nie la ak susah nk tapaw... haiss xtaw nk bg alasan apa kt maK ak knp xleh score sbject math... 

adeyh tibe2 bnyk plak ak nk citer .. tp sumpah penat arini ... Coz lab 4 jam kt pekan .. GTG 

p/s :WTFOod ak x beli tiket lg rupanye..! haha kena tinggl kt sini sorng2 klau tiket xde :)

SAMAN !!!!

salam :)

mari kita mengenali erti s.@m@n

"surat perintah supaya datang ke mahkamah utk dibicarakan"-dbp

haa ko baca tu ... kena naek court 2 ... hurm klau dlm U nie xde lawyer2 .... so mmg ko salah nye :) *sapa sruh x ikut peraturan* ...so klau ko xnk masuk mahkamah *elak issue mnjd lg bsar* baek byar denda .... kt sini minimum denda RM50 tuu... *makan utk seminggu beb* ... 

sejak bkak je sem br nie , operasi saman menyaman trus ada kt kampus gmbang n pekan .... pergh mmg ramai la org kena 1st day... pijak je kaki kt tanah pas trun bas... dh kena panggil .... mn kad matrix ? asl x pki bj kolar ? asl pki slipar? .. lbih kurang cam2 ar.... abes rakan2 ak kena saman... 

ak nie jenis kurng skit mkn mlm.... pas2 mula la perut nie bjoget2 mintak makanan..... so terpaksa la ak mencari sumber maknn diluar ... ye ar kt dlm nie pas kol 11++ mn ada kedai bkak... so terpakse la ak memanjangkn kaki utk lepaking diluar ... tp skrg dh x bley dh wat cam2... coz lpas kol 12 pengawal dh jge ... haiss mmg kn cari stok bnyk2 la pasnie... 

so smlm ak cadang nk g beli brg ...  tp ak silap timing... kuar pas isyak... so pas tambah tolak bahgi suma ... ak rase x lpas nie blik sblom kol 12.... so ak pn merempat la umah mmber.... utk mengelakn kena denda... 

mlm td sempat gak la ak melantak kt t.lumpur... perghh penat seh nk makan ... ktorg order mcm nk mkn satu family  , pdhal bertiga je .... sejam lbih gak la kt kedai mkn 2 , pnya la PENAT makan. hahah 

pas makn 2 sempat la g cuci mata kt TC... dh penat lpak kt situ .. g plak pantai kt sepat kot.. ntah ar ak pn dh lupa sbb 1st time g sn ... hahah  blik 2 trus tdo...bkn sbb letih bjalan... tp sbb penat makan... 

pagi td bgn2 trus merempit blik gambang sbb ada taklimat koko pagi2 ... 

sry ar ... suma dh licin , kang ltak yg mula2 smpi tkut bwat korang lapar lak =)

sem 4 dahhh ...

aduh ... sekolahkuliah dah start ... malas nye , serius malas.... rase mcm nk tdo je.... mana x nye ari2 hujan ... x nampak matahari ..SEJUKK serius mcm dok luar negara.... *padahal x pernah g pn* hurm oleh dsbbkan tahun baru dah start ...so kn la mula ngn azam br ....

Time 1st register subject aritu kecoh gak ar.. sbb nk dpt sekelas ngn geng2 lama....so ak pki amek je .. xtaw subject 2 ttg apa.... last2 pas ak lepaking ngn sr. br ak taw subject sem nie suma killer2 ....haiss. arap2 bley ar catch up ... 


malas tol nk mendisplinkan diri untuk bgn awal nie .... haiss , wa cakap lu... setiap ari kelas kt pekan kol 8 ...dgar mcm biasa je ... "standard ar 2 , office hour ... " wakluu ko kuar umah kol bpe bro ? 10-15 minit dr rumah dh smpi... tp wa cakp lu, dr gambang ke pekan sana + tggu bas .. bpaak ah.. x mcm kena gerak pas subuh ? 


fuhh dh la sejuk2 nie , bley plak driver2 bas nie psng MAXIMUM aircond... xtahan beb.. terpaksa la ak pki 2 lapis bj + sweater... mcm dh dok dlm peti ais ... wa cakap lu bas nie nmpak luar steady je ...klau naek .. mcm naek roller coaster. 


ni la bas nye.

arr nie la transport ak ari2 klau nk g oversea ke PEKAN  :) 

k la gtg nk brainstorm utk post2 yg akan dtg :) chill son

rombongan ke KEDAH

hurm masa cuti ari2 sempat ak g Kedah .... nie kali ke bpe ntah ak smpi sn... dlu g gak .. tp g Sg. Petani je ... sbb bosan glew kt matrix .. ye la matrix ak dlu kt poNgsu Seribu,Penang sana.. tp bkn kat pulau ... klau nk outing je ... either kt seberang pulau sn or sg.petani kedah ... haiss skali kuar.... K.A.Y.A.P , abes duit ak..

hurm ... penat sehh g kedah ... bpe jam ntah ... al maklum la.. musim2 saman... terpaksa pandu cermat...

hurm family kitaorg tkg bwak sbb ktorg sedondon

 

auntie n mum

slamat pengatin baru my cousin :)

kerja part 1 ...

adehhh pa nk citer erk ..aa masa cuti ari2 . sempat gak la ak wat kerja yg agak berbahaya .... tukar tangki , dgar mcm mudah je... tp bahaya doah ... coz time 2 dh start musim hujan ... pada awalnye tugas itu diberi kpd WAK nie... tp ak kesian krn jangka usia nye yg wat ak nk tlong dye... 

< cuak siut .

 dr bwh tu la ak start memanjat >>>

task 1 : check apa rosak *day 1*

tngki bocor *sbb xde spprt dr bwh* + repair lantai 

task 2 : cleaning *day2*

hurm sumpah berat anak gajah nie ak angkat .. *tangki dh uzur coz dh berumur 20 thun*

 * tangki bocor WAK yg trunkn ..sbb ringan katanye..

task 3 : monitor WAK wat kerja *assg. from dad 2 mke sure all done*

yea kerja dh siap ... tp lpas ak citer kt my mom .. kn marah .. sbb ak tlg WAK diam2. *bahaya+lgpn kita bayar katanye... * xpe la mak ... org tlg sbb kesian :) + pengalaman .. huhu ..

yea we still in the same class!

:)

OMG ... its aldy 2011 ...

HAppy NEw Year GUys..

ak harap x terlambat nk wish..

hurm dah berhabuk glew blog ak nie.

ak x smpat nk update...

insyallah ada masa ak update erk!

experiment...

last time masa ak marathon anime,
ak ada tgk satu watak nie...
klau dye makan element dye, dye mcm revive blik

ak pn pikir2.....
mcm logik... so i should try n give a shot

oit2 jgn pikir bukan2 bulan pose nie ... ak nye element laen :)
tp bkn makanan btul2 la..

pas ak makan element hampir sejam ...
suma benda ak ingt blik ... mcm hidup blik je (sbb ak br mamai&br pas bgn)... hahaha
mesti korang pn nk gak rase kan2....

so cari element korang apa...
serius x tipu ... mmg best...

tp makesure korang pilih element korang btul(specific&detail&bkn umum)
sbg contoh ... makan ...
makanan bnyk jenis tp dlm anime 2
mknan dye api,sorang lg besi(cool glew)

so sapa dh try reply kt ak...


p/s : jgn tiru mcm dlm anime, watak 2 x idup pn ... n warning : it may cause u a lot dr segi memori,hati,fizikal(klau mknan berkhasiat),otak,pendirian... so if u dont dare ... please dont do this :) chill son !

bertambah2 ....

hais .... almost a week tdo x cukup.... last friday pn stay up ... but this day lg truk ...

hari2 tido dua jam ... hais....

mkin hari

bertambah2....ak x tdo

makin lama

bertambah2.... kerja

makin stress sbb

bertambah2... note yg kena baca ...

wey anep@syadow@mat pijak la atas bumi yg nyata...

exam dh dekat ...

ko nie dh start baca buku ke...

sibuk je memnjang...

nk result truk lg ke ?

adui pa nk jd nie.... kang jd mcm kes last sem,

bcoz a lot pressure n stress...

sakit ak dtg blik ... susah bnafas , flu, heart beat rendah...

kang mula la bg a lot of excuse sbb x baca buku

skrg dh start selsema... yg lain bakal la nie...

adui apa ak ngarut nie , btol la along(my big bro n not a loan shark ok) cakap:

"mata ko terbuka,but ur brain stop working..."

kena sound sbb ak still degil nk drive in zombie condition mujur la ak dgr nsihat dye,law x ak dh accident dh pagi2 buta 2...

now i'm understand it...coz i can feel it aldy... k la chiow ....

maybe i will update ngarut version 2 plak pasnie...

POSE ~

yaaayyyyy ramadhan dtg lg...

disini ak nk ucapkan slamat berpuasa pada family,gadisku, dan sahabat2...

ada ayat ak terbaca

"siang pendam,malam balas dendam"

huhu...mendalam maksud dye..

hurm bulan pose nie kita mesti kawal nafsu!!!

what i meant here is.... nafsu makan la rakan2..

beringat2 la time nk beli makanan utk brbuka ..

klau beli lebih 2 makan la berpada2..

maklum la, kang melantak ... takut x larat bertarawikhh ...

so utk mengelakkn benda2 nie berlaku..

1.bgn la sahur

2.berhenti la sblm kenyang

huhu .. k la rakan2 slamat berpuasa,bnykkn beramal.. :)

I'm keep asking....

Siapa diri mu?

Siapa hanif?

Siapa syadow?

Siapa mat?

Mana satu yg kamu mewakili ?

Hanif?Syadow?Mat?

Mana satu kamu nk jadi nie ??

boleh ke kamu menjadi semua watak diatas ?

Adakah kamu layak untuk dia?

Siapa kamu ?

Cuba kamu tanya hati kamu...

LAYAK ke kamu nak mengaku kamu nie teman dia?

Kenapa kamu selalu susahkan hidup dia ?

Kenapa kamu biarkan dia bertanya-tanya?

Kamu tak kesian ke selalu kawal dia?

Kamu rasa dia tak rimas ke ?

Kamu ni selalu mengongkong , ingat dia terima ke ?

Kamu ni ada apa ?

Kamu ni istimewa ke?

hurm bila la kamu nie nak berubah jadi baik?

Terlalu banyak soalan yang belum terjawab... dan banyak soalan yang perlu dipersoalkan .. ak patut pilih siapa diriku sebenar2nye....

arghhh! tension plak pepagi buta nie...

ketika nie jam menunjukkan 4.49pagi:

"haisss, hari ni sptutnye hari cuti buatku...

tp br smlm ak taw tutor math ada plak pagi2 nie kt gambang...

haisss mujur ptg karang x de lab.

lau x ak terpakse pagi di gambang.... blik2 kelas siap2 ke pekan

Woit PENAT 2 ..."

next week maybe dh start berpuasa... nie adalah salah satu cabaran yg ak perlu tempuhi...

apakah daya ... nie suma pasal pelajaran... law x, ak kompom tdo je memanjang..

bosan+sunyi jeeee ..... apa laa ak nk wat erk .... maybe jap g ak siap kn breakfast utk bdak2 nie kot .... sbb terlampau bosan ... k la chiow ak terasa nk tgk movie la plak pepagi ni smentara tunggu subuh...

reUNION

place : area around karak

waa ..... almost 3 days i can't fall a sleep, great experient... good memories with all my friends from batch 7 smksb

thx to syafiq or known as p0pO :) ...

atlast i can meet face to face with all my friends almost 4 years didnt met them ..

last time when i was form 4 ....

the activity run well as plan ....

start with breakfast > waterfall > bbq > karoaeke > lepaking until morning .......

really miss this reunion ....

"lau ari2 reunion pn best" said ain+yana

waa...... if i can stop the time i always want to lepaking with them

because :

i still didn't have complete story about my past when i'm away from them ...

i still need answer to all question for the two year i meant if i still continue study form4 + form 5

i will display all my picture later.... my moment with them ....

i hope this event keep continuous happening ..

Jalan-jalan ngn abang ~

I-city

abg ani+abg*danial*

A B C D E F G H ...... Z

hey guyz still remember how to read A until Z ?

guest what ... i'm try to learn it but different pronunciation ... hurm GERMAN..

took the german for beginner 4 this semester. ok lets learns some basic letter in german..

A- AaH
B- Be
C- Ce
D- De
E- Eay
F- Ef
G- Gay
H- Ha
I- Ee
J- Jot
K- Ka
L- El
M- Em
N- En
O- O
P- Pe
Q- Qu
R- Er
S- Es
T- Te
U- U
V- Vau
W- Ve
X- Iks
Y- Upsilon
Z- Zet

so how to said "i love u" = "ich liebe dich" :) < got it from ggle trnlte :)

5 Day = Educational Day@Pekan ...

sry guy coz i didnt spend my time with blogging...
its true im almost on9 24/7 hahahha but maybe at home im enjoyed myself..

this time maybe i will spend my time to write something ...coz im aldy at hostel ...

a lot of idea will blast out when im totally bored...

hurm early of this sem we aldy need to spend 5 DAY of class that will be held at PEKAN,Pahang.. hurm to those who didn't know where is it ... u can google map it..
it took almost 45 minutes from here,Gambang..

hurm i spend my boring time 90 minutes a DAY in bus without do nothing... sleep ? gossip? kutuk2? hahahaha


haizz this sem im need to approve myself more toward studies mode... to much enjoy last sem .. its aldy effect my studies... Today my p.a remind me..

*choose which one is better 4 u ,leave that thing if effect ur studies..*

its totally make me think twice ... its true after all ....

hurm ONLY I'M CAN change MY OWN WAY ...

release party at Fly Bar .

fly bar facebook: http://www.facebook.com/?ref=logo#!/profile.php?id=100001015085569&ref=ts

waa atlast i got some time to spend more time with blogging ....

almost 3 days spend time to do this event with my bro + his

this artwork i do with ai + gimp + inscape



entrace

thx 4 da wishes dear

waa

thx 2 celcom Xpax ...

7 day- sms and call for free ... waa.. imagine even i sleep i didnt "end call" with HER ...

haha ..

BERCUTI

sapa ada keje kosong :-/

hahah aduh penat2 ari nie mmbuat operasi mengosongkan umah ..

ramai bdak dh bla....

aduh bnyk kerja cuti nie

conference 5 hari

kerja

makan n tdo :D

x smpt nk bpkir nk menulis just mengarut2...
sbb otak dh brcuti chiow

terasa ringan la skit arinie...

hurm dh abes tiga paper...

ak berjaya penuhkan kertas jawapan dengan idealogi tersendiri

ak berjaya menghilangkan rasa stress dgn cepat ...

sbb abes2 paper td trus call mum n dad :)

setel suma prob..

zombie la ... Manja ? budak kecik ?

its already 4.51am ...

i still can't sleep since yesterday ..

no rest..

no concentration...

blurr from beginning..

where's mom and dad... need them now ..

luckily they already decide 2 pick me up early then before..mom said a day after finished final exam..

they know their son already become lazy n become more "manja" that why keep calling all days like budak kecik hahahha
*before start paper? after? morning? night?

sound stupid when become like this ... nak wat camne time2 nie la coz dulu x .. argghh dont care what you going to say to me..... because i know my mom,my dad n my family ,n my gf will be always with me...

song to you

And hey darling
I hope you're good tonight
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving
Yeah I want it but no I don't need it
Tell me something sweet to get me by
'Cuz I can't come back home till they're singing

La, la la la

'Til everyone is singing

La, la la la

If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear to you
That we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow
This will all be in our past
Well it might before the best

And hey sweetie
Well I need you here tonight
And I know that you don't want to be leaving me
Yeah you want it but I can't help it
I just feel complete when you're by my side
But I know you can't come home 'til they're singing

La, la la la

'Til everyone is singing

La, la la la

If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear to you
That we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow
This will all be in our past
Well it might before the best

You know you can't give me what I need
And even tho it means so much to me
I can't wait through everything
Is this really happening

I swear I'll never be happy again
And don't you dare say (minus the that) we can just be friends
I'm not some boy that you can sway
We knew it'd happen eventually

Now everybody's singing

La, la la la

replace FB with twitter n identi.ca ..

add me : mdsyadow (twitter n identi.ca)


Thx to microblogging in ubuntu,Gwibber ... just now need to tweet at gwibber to update identi.ca and it automatically update in twitter

finally ....

the time has come ..

all profile 4 social networking aldy deactivate..
(fb,ms n etc still in process : back up then will do same thing a.s.a.p)
kali pertama ak tutup dlm masa 4-5 tahun nie hahaha

good bye guys ..... u all still my friends until my life end....

klau jumpa kt luar 2 .... tegur2 la ...

terima kasih kerana sudi berkawan ngn aku :D

-mohd hanif

the path i choose may become darkness

Aku pilih jalan sendiri,
Jalan yang dibenci orang,
Jalan yang tidak diterima oleh orang,
Jalan yang penuh dengan liku-liku kehidupan;

Jalan yang penuh cabaran dan dugaan,
Sudah beratus kilometer aku melalui jalan itu,
Setiap simpang dan setiap cabang,
Semua aku pilih berdasarkan penunjuk jalan.

Kerana aku percaya jalan yang ditunjuk,diajar,dipandukan dan dicadangkan
Semua akan memberi penghujung jalan yang senantiasa diterangi cahaya-cahaya lampu jalan..

Tapi kini,
Cahaya jalan yang kupilih menjadi semakin malap,
Semakin malap.. yang bakal membuatkan aku jalan tanpa hala tuju,
Aku berhenti dan melihat kembali mana salah aku,
Rupanya kereta yang aku bawak tidak diterima oleh alam
Penunjuk sudah kini tidak ingin memberikan aku jalan.

Aku buntu,sesat,dan mati akal ,
Semua itu berpunca dari aku sendiri,
Aku perlu membaiki dan menukar perangai aku,
Semoga penunjuk jalan akan memberi aku peluang sekali lagi


-mohd hanif

Heart stop beating

hurm no pulse ,
the beep sound didn't stop until end,
what happen actually...
the brightness already become darkness..
every single second ,
every single breath,
it was very precious at that time...
if someone can understands what it talking..
if someone can see what actually happen at him..
if someone can tell them what the real story happen ..

its too late already at that time ,
no one can hear,see and told us about the heart ...because it inside someone....
only his master can told everything what the heart to say to her...

Such a beautiful song...

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame


Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way




try to watch n listen to this song
inshaa allah by maher zain

my dream car b4 my age getting 30

why this car so special ?
hurm.. my bro brought the car on his engagement day(got it on Friday n bring it to rumah mertua on Saturday at Johor),hope the same thing happen on my big day .... hohoho

nama diberi FORTE KOUP

i start falling love with this car when my bro bought the KIA FORTE 1.6L his car look like this

hurm almost same ...but my dream car just only have 2 doors

why i choose RED.... hurm maybe the colour is limited ..like my bro car, i saw same type but almost all forte 1.6 is silver... and red is limited...luckily the dealer can find it last minute, a day before the engagement day....
2nd thing is about the interior ...all meter n radio all show in red color.. wat happen if im choosing blue(exterior) n inside look red at night ... huh i can't imagine how it looks .

as u can see ... the driver seat still at left side,this is because the model didn't have in malaysia yet. KIA start release 1.6L & 2.0L end of 2009 i think... and start selling at beginning of this year...

so my dream car maybe next 2 or 3 year in malaysia ..hope so...
back&front view


i don't want talk about the performance bcoz u can google it by yourself .

grak g mandi area panCHing ...

pergh ... last minit nye plan ....niat dihati x mau ikut..tp yamin join soo ikut je :D
kesana dgn menaiki keta kancil sewa yg BER"enjin"kan "motorbot" yg dipandu oleh elmi :)


main entrace
wayue:"Ye,arinie sy akan jd pemandu pelancong korang..diminta suma beratur"


menuju ke tmpat mandi diketuai oleh bro sufian






pas mandi ..ak,emy n yamin lepak2 tp bdak2 pompuan setiap rehat 10minit g mandi blik




pergh mizz yetichan wat show :D


pas mandi

pErgh dh 4 bulan dh kot... :D

its aldy 4 month we have been together ..

punya la pening saya n kamu pikir n g jalan mana.... last2 maen sewa je keta 3-4 jam dr kol 11 ....

saya punya la lama tunggu kamu kt area guard 2... dh kamu kata siap2 kol 11.pas 10 minit ,kamu call kata keta mati sbb minyak x de (patut la lama ,lau x laju je ...al maklum la kamu 2 racer)...keta 2 mati dpan masjid...

org pn menapak ke sana...hais nsib baik bro. keta sewa 2 datng tolak keta 2 ke tmpat cerah ... nk kat 20 minit gak la tunggu bro 2 g cari minyak... last2 bro. 2 kata ..."pulang keta nie lewat skit pn x pe la..."

kitorg pn blaa... terpikir la skjap nk lepak mn ....haiss pening gak klau kuar tanpa hala tuju ... last g la pantai ... dh mati akal sgt... (maybe cont.dlm kamu n saya nye blog...)

aik x de la plak ...

Penat la .... lpas mkn malam smlm trus tdo...sedar2 kol 12.30 a.m mcm 2... mujur mmber kejut ..ajak kuar minum....

kemarin pnya la serabut test cP x baca2...pas2 gelabah tnya dlm bas masa otw ke pekan... dh la ak br ingat kelas 2 start kol 9 ,ingtkan kol 11 ...al maklum la... dh lama x g kelas cp huhuh... pnya la lama tunggu lcturer (mmg slalu kelas 2 mula lmbt),tp nie lbih lmbt dr biasa.... last2 dye datang wat file brtimbun<<
last2 dye kata xde sbb soalan 2 blom sync ngn kelas2 fakulti 333s next incoming test will be post in e-com ..

slamat2 .... lau x mampus ak x tau nk jawab apa..

aduh petang 2 ada penilaian pneumatic plak 1st grouping ,2nd individu... mcm senang tp lau x amalkan mmg lupa la ....

ADuh test lg .......

pergh td test agak goyang la... cuba ko bayang ak bgn kol 4 ptg td pastu br nk stdy utk jwab test 2 ... makin menjadi2 perangai malas ak nie .... mujur terdetik nk bkak buku ...lau x "hancus" utk test malam nie..

overall paper senang bg mereka yg berusaha...susah utk org mcm ak wakakak

Sian lg kat "kamu",tpaksa stdy lewat2 utk cover penilaian kat pekan and for the test 2...blik dh lewat .....

credit to "KAMU"

hurm td kitorg kuar la lepak2 kat tol makan ice-cream :) < bpak x malu ak nk ikut ..bcoz suppose to be ladies night for "KAMU".. hahah mujur diberi IKUT>..lau x mengadap lptop je laa... lepak pnya lepak ... mmber kelas datang.... meriahkn lg suasana kt situ :) around 1 lebih td br ktorg blik ...

b4 nk blik 2 sempat la posing2 wakaka

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