zombie la ... Manja ? budak kecik ?

its already 4.51am ...

i still can't sleep since yesterday ..

no rest..

no concentration...

blurr from beginning..

where's mom and dad... need them now ..

luckily they already decide 2 pick me up early then before..mom said a day after finished final exam..

they know their son already become lazy n become more "manja" that why keep calling all days like budak kecik hahahha
*before start paper? after? morning? night?

sound stupid when become like this ... nak wat camne time2 nie la coz dulu x .. argghh dont care what you going to say to me..... because i know my mom,my dad n my family ,n my gf will be always with me...

song to you

And hey darling
I hope you're good tonight
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving
Yeah I want it but no I don't need it
Tell me something sweet to get me by
'Cuz I can't come back home till they're singing

La, la la la

'Til everyone is singing

La, la la la

If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear to you
That we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow
This will all be in our past
Well it might before the best

And hey sweetie
Well I need you here tonight
And I know that you don't want to be leaving me
Yeah you want it but I can't help it
I just feel complete when you're by my side
But I know you can't come home 'til they're singing

La, la la la

'Til everyone is singing

La, la la la

If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear to you
That we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow
This will all be in our past
Well it might before the best

You know you can't give me what I need
And even tho it means so much to me
I can't wait through everything
Is this really happening

I swear I'll never be happy again
And don't you dare say (minus the that) we can just be friends
I'm not some boy that you can sway
We knew it'd happen eventually

Now everybody's singing

La, la la la

replace FB with twitter n identi.ca ..

add me : mdsyadow (twitter n identi.ca)


Thx to microblogging in ubuntu,Gwibber ... just now need to tweet at gwibber to update identi.ca and it automatically update in twitter

finally ....

the time has come ..

all profile 4 social networking aldy deactivate..
(fb,ms n etc still in process : back up then will do same thing a.s.a.p)
kali pertama ak tutup dlm masa 4-5 tahun nie hahaha

good bye guys ..... u all still my friends until my life end....

klau jumpa kt luar 2 .... tegur2 la ...

terima kasih kerana sudi berkawan ngn aku :D

-mohd hanif

the path i choose may become darkness

Aku pilih jalan sendiri,
Jalan yang dibenci orang,
Jalan yang tidak diterima oleh orang,
Jalan yang penuh dengan liku-liku kehidupan;

Jalan yang penuh cabaran dan dugaan,
Sudah beratus kilometer aku melalui jalan itu,
Setiap simpang dan setiap cabang,
Semua aku pilih berdasarkan penunjuk jalan.

Kerana aku percaya jalan yang ditunjuk,diajar,dipandukan dan dicadangkan
Semua akan memberi penghujung jalan yang senantiasa diterangi cahaya-cahaya lampu jalan..

Tapi kini,
Cahaya jalan yang kupilih menjadi semakin malap,
Semakin malap.. yang bakal membuatkan aku jalan tanpa hala tuju,
Aku berhenti dan melihat kembali mana salah aku,
Rupanya kereta yang aku bawak tidak diterima oleh alam
Penunjuk sudah kini tidak ingin memberikan aku jalan.

Aku buntu,sesat,dan mati akal ,
Semua itu berpunca dari aku sendiri,
Aku perlu membaiki dan menukar perangai aku,
Semoga penunjuk jalan akan memberi aku peluang sekali lagi


-mohd hanif

Heart stop beating

hurm no pulse ,
the beep sound didn't stop until end,
what happen actually...
the brightness already become darkness..
every single second ,
every single breath,
it was very precious at that time...
if someone can understands what it talking..
if someone can see what actually happen at him..
if someone can tell them what the real story happen ..

its too late already at that time ,
no one can hear,see and told us about the heart ...because it inside someone....
only his master can told everything what the heart to say to her...

Such a beautiful song...

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame


Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way




try to watch n listen to this song
inshaa allah by maher zain

pErgh dh 4 bulan dh kot... :D

its aldy 4 month we have been together ..

punya la pening saya n kamu pikir n g jalan mana.... last2 maen sewa je keta 3-4 jam dr kol 11 ....

saya punya la lama tunggu kamu kt area guard 2... dh kamu kata siap2 kol 11.pas 10 minit ,kamu call kata keta mati sbb minyak x de (patut la lama ,lau x laju je ...al maklum la kamu 2 racer)...keta 2 mati dpan masjid...

org pn menapak ke sana...hais nsib baik bro. keta sewa 2 datng tolak keta 2 ke tmpat cerah ... nk kat 20 minit gak la tunggu bro 2 g cari minyak... last2 bro. 2 kata ..."pulang keta nie lewat skit pn x pe la..."

kitorg pn blaa... terpikir la skjap nk lepak mn ....haiss pening gak klau kuar tanpa hala tuju ... last g la pantai ... dh mati akal sgt... (maybe cont.dlm kamu n saya nye blog...)

ADuh test lg .......

pergh td test agak goyang la... cuba ko bayang ak bgn kol 4 ptg td pastu br nk stdy utk jwab test 2 ... makin menjadi2 perangai malas ak nie .... mujur terdetik nk bkak buku ...lau x "hancus" utk test malam nie..

overall paper senang bg mereka yg berusaha...susah utk org mcm ak wakakak

Sian lg kat "kamu",tpaksa stdy lewat2 utk cover penilaian kat pekan and for the test 2...blik dh lewat .....

credit to "KAMU"

hurm td kitorg kuar la lepak2 kat tol makan ice-cream :) < bpak x malu ak nk ikut ..bcoz suppose to be ladies night for "KAMU".. hahah mujur diberi IKUT>..lau x mengadap lptop je laa... lepak pnya lepak ... mmber kelas datang.... meriahkn lg suasana kt situ :) around 1 lebih td br ktorg blik ...

b4 nk blik 2 sempat la posing2 wakaka

4 week b4 final

td br lepas wat test PLC 3 perghh abes hancus .... arap2 ok la result ak ...... lusa ada talk dr lawyer ... 2 jam...pas2 malam 2 plak test math plak...pas2 isnin 2 plak test E.C ... haiss... minggu yg penat.... ak dh x tau nk wat da.... hanya fikir tentang apa akan jd terhadap ak ini... adakah ak still dpt kekal kan pointer ???? haisss ....